How you get me........ you know what it will Take

Dear God,
 how fitting that I read that previous prayer,  prior to writing you today.
Because I asked you, what more do you want from me, you have my full desire?
What do I need to give up??
You answered, It is Anger and Unforgiveness.
How amazing you work! (how you get what it will take for me to get it)

I am still hurt by Bill and his lack of attempts to parent Whisper.
Regardless of his excuses, I want him to see he blew it.

How can I forgive him? ( I can just imagine his reaction at that)
Please God I pray this verse
Set a watch oh Lord,before my mouth;keep the door of my lips.
I have so many raging feelings coming to the surface,
I am afraid of my lack of composure.
You know more than me, where my feelings are coming from.
NOT ALL from that situation.
I am willing to let go of my Anger towards Bill and forgive him.
I am wiling to do that ,to get to you God. I want to let it GO.
Please help me let it go. Love you