Crushed Dreams

 when you pursue your dreams, every second is an encounter with God. Following your dreams opens your heart allowing God to enter and fill you with bliss. ( From the God wants you to know)
I have had dreams, dreams of a family that is in LOVE. 
From the moment I had Whisper, that dream came true. I began my family.
Not traditional,I wasn't married, no picket fence BUT I had someone to love.
She was Someone I would never leave, who needed me and wouldn't leave.
Someone I could show security too. Someone who I would always be there for.

Then Someone who was supposed to share that dream, Stepped on it.
Someone I thought would help me build a home, Broke our home.

I can make things better, I could try. I shelter and love my babies.
BUT I can't change people. I can't make them understand. I can't control every situation.
There is no house, all plans on hold and my babies continue to grow.
I continue to wait for someone to change. HOPE CRUSHED/Renewed than crushed~~~again  
Is it time to start dreaming a new dream?
what would that look like? Not sure I can see it or feel it.
Walking blindly, feeling conflicted, hoping God's directing.
HOPING I CAN HEAR AND FOLLOW.