SO I realize I am 36 I think. Yea I think.
Pretty old.
I realize I am heavier now than I have even been. EVEN PREGNANT. Which I am not but sure looks like I am about 6 or so months.
I REALIZE I have been off and on antidepressants for about 8 years.
OLD okay FAT not so okay DEPRESSED not okay at all.
I realize I am in a place of misery pretending I am not fooling others and definately been foolin myself.
SO here I sit in this place and think what real thing , change can I make, what could I do to find ME not this ME sitting here but a ME I am comforatable to be......
so whats the answer..lose wieght ......exercise.......stop taking antidepressants....take more....sleep...get a job......hmmmmmmm
Got a lot of reasons why I need to pull out of this
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