I had the craziest dream last night. It was real and scary and awesome.
I had decided to pray for my Mom and myself , I prayed that the spirit of depression would leave us and we would be freed from it. I prayed More for my Mom than myself because her struggle has been horrific compared to mine.
Anyway My Mom started falling in the dream and she could not get up nor speak. We would somehow get her up but it was hard.
Then getting into a car on an snowy night my Mom fell on top of me this time and I realized the struggle it was for her to get up because the same force was holding me down also and it was not just the weight of her on top of me. Then she said I see her face. (THE FACE WAS THE EVIL SPIRIT OF DEPRESSION) at that point I realized the force that had a hold of my mother and now me ,was not something I could fight on my own. I begin to TRY to speak against it in the name of JESUS but nothing would come out of my mouth, it was as if I was paralyzed. It happened again and again in the dream we were down and could not get up and could not voice out loud our cries but I continued to try and as I tried I got out grunts against this spirit. IN The name of Jesus leave us alone leave. I kept trying and finally my voice was audible but still a strain to get out, I said to the spirit in the name of Jesus you lay down and she fought to stay up but could not and was down laying down in the name of Jesus. My husband touched me and said be quiet. I realized I was saying lay down lay down in the name of Jesus. Out Loud in my sleep. This was one of the realest and most insane dreams yet. Be gone spirit of depression in the name of JESUS for me for my Mom and for the many people who are struggling to get up under the pressure of the spirit of depression!
